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HELLO CARISSA

HELLO JERREL

MING TIAN HUI GEN HAO WAN AN WO AI NI MEN MUAH MUAH MUAH

Why bother trying

The truth? I'm afraid. Afraid of wanting too much, afraid of wanting too little. Afraid of never finding love. Afraid of getting what I want, then realizing I don't really want it after all. Afraid of being nobody. Afraid of finding out that they're all right. Afraid of realizing that happy endings don't exist. Afraid of never finding any answers at all. Afraid of vanishing into time. The truth? I don't know what I want. But what I don't want; that's easy. I don't want a label, or a single word. I want to be different. I want to be someone. I want to go somewhere that can't be found by anyone else. The unknown, the blank. The mystery.

(via blogconfession)

I am not ok I am not ok I am not ok life is exhausting......................

I used to think about one day, I'll go off to some random place without telling anyone... and I'd just disappear so they/I will never get to see me/them again.

Fine I admit, even now too.

Nothing left to try anymore

I wanna dance the night away

I wanna get myself wasted

I wanna fag till my lungs turn black

I just want to have fun and put everything at the back of my head for a moment

I love cny but for some reason I am not looking forward to it this year especially the part where you meet people whom you haven't seen in ages and they ask you a whole lot of irritating and stupid questions make sure they give me angbao first before asking me any and damn it don't give me $2 only it's not even enough for me to buy a plate of rice in school my school sucks money anyway I guess it's probably my mood

This is the last week of school already then I will be graduating after exams and GP not excited at all I have to plan plan plan do do do I don't have enough time and time is never enough how annoying urgh

Wantstobealonewantstobealonewantstobealonewantstobealonenotbreakingdownwallsbye

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Un...

1. I want to disappear for an episode or two.

2. I'm afraid of making the wrong decision.

3. I'm drinking yakult now.

4. Nothing is right.

5. Should I leave?

6. Wan tan mee

7. I want to party!

8. Better tuck myself into bed now, only left with a few more hours to sleep then it's morning lecture by virginia and hopefully it will be in the computer lab again.

9. Oh I really bought an Itouch! Now I want $$$$$ for shopping!!!!!!!!!!!

10. Goodnight.

Yes!!!!!!!!!

Yay just submitted my final assignment a few seconds ago now I am assignments free and I honestly think assignments shall burn in hell I feel so fucking tired cause I haven't slept yet but nooooo I got to bathe, quickly get prepared and rush to school thankfully the school is near my place hehehehhe yesterday we visited Institute of Mental Health (woodbridge) wooooo not as fun, scary and exciting as I thought it would be the cake from Secret Receipe I saw yesterday is still on my mind oh I can't wait to have salmon sashimi too been craving for it since morning feeling like I'll zonk out anytime soon and I have training in the night I'm gonna die sigh


On a happier note I've decided to get an Itouch for myself later on (or tomorrow) to reward myself ahhahahahha and to also cheer myself up a little been feeling like shit you know hahahha I can't wait it's nice to type like that gtg bye

Ifbd

Why does nothing ever go right in my life?

:(

Small Ng & Small Chng