lunch at lim seng lee duck rice (south buona visa)
to the west to shop for sportswear
west coast park: jog walk "gold cart"
dinner at pasir panjang food centre
cannot remember when was the last time we spent quality time
together. especially with my dad. besides him nagging me about the usual
stuff and preaching me on life lessons, he broke a piece of news to me which was extremely hurting and disappointing upon hearing, so much that I had to look
away because my eyes was welling up with tears. I remained silent and
took a deep breath, still trying to brace up, then asked for the reason but I had no intention of letting him know how I felt. I didn't want
to. I just couldn't. but i guess he knew after all. why? am I not feeling unwanted and unimportant enough
already? why do i have to go through this similar treatment again, even from my own family. I just
didn't see it coming. he himself knows my situation best... but i love him nonetheless. Sometimes, or rather, most of the time, some things are better left unsaid.
How many heartaches will be aching tonight?